past 2 days were really tiring. 38 consecutive hours without sleep. o.O which left me lyk totally =.=zzZ.

loads of tings happened during council selectn camp. n i guess i learnt alot. =)
bout tt previous post. it's really sum emotional times tt i believe most of us hafta battle with. it's totally a natural ting.. it's an awful feeling, but the key point is lookin at it frm a different perspective n squeezin the happy essence out it. =D sounds lyk sum empty words? well tt's coz it's for a fact EASIER SAID THAN DONE. dang i feel refreshed aft tokkin it out n getting advised on wad to do.
thanx, coach daniel. n sorry for spending 1hr of ur midnite time.

so wad if tings screwd up? so wad if i did tings wrongly? so wad if U criticize me?
yes there r tings which i screwed up n did it the wrong way, but it's all in the past. i acknowlede my mistakes, but i'm not gonna be brought down by em. i learn frm my mistakes n seek not to commit em in the future. as for u, u r juz a complainer. 80% of wad u say is groundless n do not need to b registered in any1's mind. as for tt RECENT comment, i sincerely thank you for letting me realise myself further, thou i noe most of the time it's outta my control.


lessons learnt, tings to keep in mind (for myself. x))
- do not get sucked into the past, it can nv b changed. but instead, tink abt the present n the future, how u can make tings beta thru the lessons learnt.
- whenever u receive comments or criticisms, keep it at one arm's length away. evaluate it OBJECTIVELY, den decide on wad to do wif it.
- self-awareness is the very 1st step. after u understand urself, ur nature n style, the 2nd step comes in. u need to know how to use ur style advantageously.
- everything in life is never black or white. it's the perspective from which u look at it, & how u manage it. for example, a weakness is a character trait u use to a disadvantage.


jiajie, nevertheless i thank u for the reminder. n all the best for the future. i believe you can do it.



& when u stumble upon here once agn, i hope u noe My Wish.