i'm feeling RANDOM again. XD


soccer, sports, arcade, computers, fingerpointing & punchfights. PHYSICAL stuff...
it's the "TYPICAL GUY kinda thing"

magazines, fashion, shopping, gossiping, b*tching, squabbles & catfights. emotional & INTELLECTUAL stuff...
it's the "TYPICAL GIRL kinda thing"


o lyk wth.. stereotyping in this society and world. gah!


the "organization" seems so down now...
people in it seem so sad, depressed, n mayb emotional.
the society seems to haf identified us in sum difficulty.

it really makes me wonder... issit my mistake, & tt actions now can nv make up for it? issit really a wrong decision to do tis? m i actually capable of tis? in the 1st place, m i the right man for the job?

members of the organization remain silent when asked for opinions. but deep down inside, all in their hearts, they haf so much to express. many hope for tings to b "normal", whereby evryting was still ok n in reasonably good spirits. but can tt b accepted by higher authorities n the society?

i didn't want tis to happen either, but tis is reality & it HAS to happen. personally, i'm in a state of confusion, frustration & fluster myself right now. at times i would haf the same thots lyk "y cant tings b the way they were?it was so peaceful then...", "r the flames still burning in me?", "wad is my purpose now?" & even "perhaps i shud take a step back, let go of evryting n truly relax". sad to say, but honestly, i seem to b losing it... i'm sorry.

i dun now wad to do right now. n i dun exactly noe haf a defined emotion within me.
i need sum1 to tok to.
i need sum1 to understand.
i need sum1 to enlighten me.
i just need HELP.
should i turn to GOD?


WHEE!

i'm DUMB IDIOT.
tan huiling is DUMBER MORON.
& sum1's DUMBEST RETARD.

WHAT A HUMONGOUS JOKE. LMAO. XD


ARGH!! there's lyk so many tings tt i hafta keep in mind. cca, council, CIP, HCl remedial, tests, class noticeboardS, n rehearsals for tt skit.

for cca... more or less stiu can rmb wad to do.. juz need to find the time to do it. =for council... i would choose not to tok abt it. =S
CIP... mainly linked to cca.. coz it's only at least once a month n time is juz so hard to find. =X
HCl remedial... seems to b a waste of time.. there dun seem to b a proper planned remedial tt will serve effectively. =X
tests.. at tis point is time.. my class haf been informed tt we'll b having 6 tests nx week. =(
class noticeboardS... notice the S behind? tt's coz i've got lyk 4 noticeboards to settle, sumhow.. 3 for CNY n 1 for permanent class usage.. those kinda for announcement or class stuff de...
rehearsals for tt skit... it's sum event tt will happen soon n a skit has to b presented.. link it... n u would have guessed it right. apparently i'm in it, but juz a minor role thou... bad ting is i hafta speak hokkien. =

"I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness...
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned...
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye."
Affirmation by Savage Garden

"God don't you know that I live with a ton of regret.
Cause I used to move you in a way that you've never known.
But then I accused you in a way that you've never known.
But you hurt me in a way that i've never known."
Break Me, Shake Me by Savage Garden

"Replacing you is so easy.
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking
You're irreplaceable."
Irreplaceable by Beyonce



it means so much to me...
if only u'al knew...