caught in the middle...
tell me what should i do.
i can't help it sometimes.
i'm only human.
Windows Live Hotmail, Mail & Messenger...

contacts got screwed up.

seems like i'm gonna spend the whole of tomorrow salvaging the situation.

for now, it's time to snooze...
aft a long day of project meeting, B'day celebration & salsa training.
they talk about it like it's a joke, a laughing matter, no big deal.
little did they know how hurt he felt.

i've been thinking lately... what exactly is the ultimate purpose of life? what am i here for?
there's a hole/opening in my gum, on the lower jaw behind the last molar on the right.
i suspect it's a wisdom tooth coming out.

did a little research about it, and it's freaking me out.

firstly, there may be problems such as impacting and infection with the emergence of the tooth.

secondly, if it has to be extracted, the procedures are so dreadful. i have a serious fear for dentists, dental treatments, dental surgeries and anything related.

that's not the end. there are post-extraction problems to deal with as well, the most basic of which is the bleeding which lasts for A FEW days. ensuring that the blood clots and not doing dumb things that dislodge the clot is another thing i'm so worried about.

the thought of all these are just so disgusting. omgosh. eww.

science and technology should develop/improve to make dental treatments/surgeries less intimidating, seriously. i'll be so grateful to the scientists/researchers/whatever-you-call-them.
2 tests later...

but i've only just finished studying for 1. =x

oh damn it!
it was a great day.

first V. :D
then J. :D
and lastly salsa training. :D

3 huge smiles for one of the best days in my life.
2 new 6-week courses for the 2nd half of the sem.

i don't feel too good about it,
especially given such conditions.

but life still goes on.
face it.

there are other things to look forward to,
like volunteer work, salsa trainings, and all the great friends out there. :D

an exquisite name for an exquisite person; VLHQ ;D