hey doctor,
i need a prescription of happy pills.
SPANKS THANKS for all the belated birthday messages as well!:

Dorita
Yaqi
Lucienne
Yuan Zhi
Ying Si
Jia Jie
tagbacks!
yuanzhi: but still not good enough, so u still have to go shopping with me
hahaha! okok. no problem, tt is if i have the time to.

clem: you should add songs I like into your playlist hehehehe *hint*i like ms independent by neyo =)
btw HEY JUNJUNJUNJUNJUNLELELELELELE =D
HEY CLEMENT! =DD but my playlist is the 987 top 20 songs of the week. how's the song tt u like gonna fit in? hmm...

JTING: HI LAO LE!! (: 你要努力!
HI JIe TING! x) thanks for the encouragement! i will.

SOCKLING: :D
HARLOE! =D


it's MY *BURP*DAY today! =D

had a messy & sticky time in school today, getting cream'ed. it happened str8 after esl 408 lesson. i was led to the open area at the side of school, not knowing what exactly was gonna happen. then, during my scrunching up & screaming in fear, vera took out the can of whipped cream and sprayed it on me. and as expected, i retaliated by trying to smear the sweet, sticky white foam on the "attacker". chased vera ard for a short while until all the whipped cream was used up.

washed up before we made our way to ngee ann city seoul garden for lunch. very unfortunately we entered at the wrong time - tgt with a group of tourists. the whole ambience was ruined and taking the food was about waiting n squeezing n waiting n squeezing etc... thankfully it's my day and i did not need to walk ard to take the food; the rest did it instead. =D ate so much, i think i've gained weight. =X

walked ard for a while aft lunch, then finally we made our way home for a lazy nap. or at least i took a nap. x)

THANKS SEAN, TOMMY, VERA & WEIJIE for the SE W760i, and the WONDEFUL TIME TODAY!

THANKS SEAN for the JEANS!

THANKS WEIJIE for the LIME GREEN PHONE SOCK!

THANKS VERA for the CONTACT LENS SOLUTION AND CASE! (i don't know if this counts as a bdae present, but since i got it today, i'll count it in)

THANKS to the following people for all the BIRTHDAY MESSAGES/WISHES!:

SMS
Tabitha
Loo Hui Ling
Eloise
Jie Min
Aloysius
Jeremy Or
Sock Ling
Samual
Jie Si
Clement
Yan Lin
Camalyn

Friendster
Shirlee
Kristy

Facebook
Wei Ting
Xiang Ping
Valerie

Messenger
Vera
Wei Ting
Matilda


'cause i'm wishing for the near-impossible...
tagbacks!
yuanzhi: shirt pants
yo junle. hehhe. i think my prelim is screwed up alr
see i so stupid
oops. i guess my tagback is a lil too late. seems like ur mum brought u out shopping alr. owells.
eh c'mon don't be so pessimistic la. are ur prelim results even out yet? =S

SOCKLING: "please try again later" - Bin Li
hahaha! gosh tt was like 2 weeks ago. =X

huiling: yo!! hahaha i scrolled down and saw you being botak and it made me smile/laugh :D
YO! =) tt's great. my bald head brings joy and laughter to this world! teehee. x) but too bad i've got hair now.

wenbin: so there are MORE 17yrs old at SIM?? OMGZ, i shud have went!
erm yea... i know like A LOT of other 17 y.o. sudents in my course. HAHAHA! but the cost of my education is like oh-my-gosh fudgin' HUGE.

Huiling: eeeee lao ba, wo hen xiang ni. lol how's school? standing strong.
didn't c u for the past dinner, WO YE HEN XIANG NI! school u say? saw some cracked tiles on a few steps recently, i guess some touch-ups are needed. omg wth tt was so crap! LMAO! XD sch's been rather bad actually. =\


time to pump some life into my oh-so-dead blog.

my life is really messed up recently. many things happened, both good and bad.

i shall start with the bad.
school, as in school work, has been inducing stress into my tiny head. somehow i can't really tune myself into "study mode". have been attending all lectures/tutorials/consultation, but thr's a difference between being physically and mentally in class. like how dunno-which-lecturer said, "i don't need you to be physically present in my class. i want you to be more than that; be mentally present." or something along tt line la. basically my point is that my mind has been drifting in and out of the lecture. unexplainably, i've been feeling so lethargic despite the amt of slp being the same as last time. in addition to that, i seem to have lost my drive and motivation to study hard. i just ain't putting as much effort as the previos sem. dam!

and now onto the main part of stress, most probably caused by the above reasons (or whatsoever u call them). i have difficulty trying to understand the facts/concepts/skills taught in class. ESL 408 is definitely rank no. 1 on the list. i can only vaguely understand all the blabbering teaching going on in the room. as for the research, it is pure hell. rejected my topic, n now i hafta come up with a new one. plus the thought of all the citation, summarizing, paraphrasing, quotation n all tt shit is extremely frustrating. UGC 111 follows after ESL 408. all tt bullcrap National Geographics/Discovery stuff on civilisations is overwhelming. so many civilisations, so many names, so many different ideas. ok let's see what random thoughts abt UGC 111 i can generate rite now... Mesopotamia, Egyptian, Indus Valley, Ancient China?, Persia?, rivers, water, irrigation. ahh dang! whr r all the impt info?

shall not go on abt the other modules. sheesh!


on the other hand, my life outside school seems to be :D :D :D :D :D

1st thing would me getting a proper internet. after suffering constant breakages in my internet connection, i have signed up for mobile broadband. this means i can surf the net with my laptop in any corner of S'pore, tt is with the device plugged in of course.

2nd thing would be the "upgrade" to a postpaid mobile line. with this improvement, i would not need to think twice before answering a call (ignoring the fact tt people may be doing stupid stuff such as prank calls, harrassment etc.). having the postpaid mobile plan also means i can call and sms more than before. =D so do not hesitate to call/sms me at my new no.! (ask me for my new no. via email/msn/old hp no. i dun wanna put it here n let the whole world know my no. so dangerous la!)

3rd thing, sth related the the previous :D. guessed it? haha! i got a new handphone! :) and to make it better, i got it for FREE! :D wahaha! well it's a birthday present from Sean, Tommy, Vera & Wei Jie (ranked alphabetically. no favoritism involved.). awesome huh? these cool friends actually paid for my supposedly $98 phone (which in the end cost $48 as part of the student plan package or sth like tt). ohoh! and thanks to Vera once again for earphones. TYVM my friendS! best friends give best friends handphones as their birthday presents. LMAO! XD

4th thing. this was sth tt happened today. Sean paid for a pair of jeans for me. like wth i feel so bleh-dy bad sia. he was acting really strange, tgt with Wei Jie at West Mall Bossini today. cause i finally found a pair of size ** (not telling you my waist measurement! =P) jeans n i got really excited (i was so pissed the last time i went to Giordano and literally fell in love with a pair of jeans i saw, but it doesn't come in size **). oh SEAN, why are you so nicey-NICE to me??? anw THANKS! =)

5th. Wei Jie got me a sock for my phone. fortunately i didn't get him to buy the phone screen protector for me, or else he would have insisted to pay for it as well. and and AND, he actually siad he wanted to get a water bottle for me. oh man. thanks for the thought, i really appreciate it. =) but pls don't splurge anymore on me.

can some1 tell me why on earth are people so nice to me? goodness i can't stand all that warm fuzzy feeling surging in at one go. but nevertheless i appreciate it loads.


now that's about it i guess. it's time for me to go to bed so that i can battle the 0900-1700H timetable tmr.


p.s. i think it is really boring to blog about the daily happenings, esp when my STM hinders my ability to rmb what happened for the day.
I chocolate FUDGE'ing HATE DOING THE RESEARCH ESSAY.


p.s. i'll TRY to publish a proper post tmr (more accurately today)
twisted.
distorted.

pure evil. or maybe not.

one thing's for sure,
& tt's i'm sinking into it.