my instinct is telling me i should really start STUDYING now, or else i won't be able to catch up with the rest that entered a JC during PAE. =s

well it's seriously making me kind of worried, especially when i hear friends who are already in JCs complaining that they are already having difficulty with their studies.

HELP!!! anyone out there kind enough to lend me your notes or videotape the lecture sessions down for me? =X


ok i guess i'm being dumb. everyone who's already studying is obviously so caught up with their own issues to even bother about me. sheesh! this sucks. =\ never mind, i'll just carry on HOPING that some kind soul will actually chance upon this and be nice enough to help. hmm... or maybe i should go around asking instead. owells, it'll depend on my mood. x)


anyway i'm fed up with my job. i intended to work only until 5/2/2008(CNY, off days for the rest of that week), but unfortunately i was asked to work for the week after that as well. since i had no intention to work for tt long, i was given the choice of working the whole week or just the weekends. like wth. =_= i especially hate the fact that i have to work on weekends. not because i want to go out on weekends(although i think i will if i didn't had to work), but because i'll miss church and ventures meetings(only missed 1 up till now, but there'll be another meeting this sat, which i really can't afford to miss). 2 words, this SUCKS. blehx!


but hey! life isn't totally sucky for me. let's move on to look at a pleasant thing.

i finally got myself to go jogging! =D
sounds retarded huh? LOL. actually i've been wanting to go jogging since quite a long time ago. & that's one of the reasons i actually bought a pair of sports shoes. well i really hope i'll carry on going jogging, & one day maybe even start doing other forms of exercise and training. =D (c'mon, i was never into sweating and getting my muscles all heated up.)

anyway i went jogging last evening/night. simply ran around the neighbourhood, but i learnt something after that jog. and that is... i'm very UNFIT, seriously. =x i could only get myself to run non-stop for approx 2km, and i was already gasping for air. eh... don't laugh ok. i haven't been exercising since a long long time ago, what do you expect. but i shall continue to run until i feel FIT. =D c'mon show me some support! oh, and please DON'T hesitate to share some tips and how-tos with me. =D


it just comes and goes
& there's nothing much you can do about it