internet at home is screwed up. which means i CAN'T go online at home. =(( only able to use the internet when at work, like NOW. lol.

anw i've come to a conclusion for my worries and frustration. n tt is to do as i'm told. thr's no point arguing on and on, when you're not given any choice. blehx!
TAKE WHAT YOU'RE GIVEN, & STICK IT OUT.

oh, another thing. i'm sick of this LOVEHATE emotion which i've been experiencing recently. dun tink too much, i have tis emotion towards nearly everything, frm food to people to things. it sucks, seriously. u know u have a liking for tt food/psn/thing based on certain reasons, but thr's tis superficial feeling of dislike which is expressed thru words and actions. i don't know bout others, but it's hard for me to fully comprehend and speak of the "love" side to tis emotion. i'll only show the "hate" side, n it makes me feel like a total a$$h*l3. sheesh! some1, any1! talk me out of it!


"'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe you hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand"