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Lee Jun Le

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SIM - University at Buffalo
- SIM Salsa En Soul
Anglican High School ALUMNUS
- AHS 39th Student Council
- AHS Falcon SCOUTS
Bedok Green Primary ALUMNUS


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layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: outgone
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 | 12:17 AM
jus those stupid emo stuff...

stupidly, i cried...
i feel so damn lousy inside. i've not been evryting well. ppl r dislyking me, n slowly i'm losing myself too. i've ruined council, i'm sorry. it really pricks me to receive comments on how inefficient, disorganized n unprofessional my batch had been. & i hate it when there r internal conflicts, rivalries & disharmony. so wad if there's comm unity? it nv dawned upon me how much a failure i've been for the inability to bring out the true display of "one council family". the situation nv ever improved. & as for meetings, it's such a disgrace not being able to chair n organize the meetings well. we had been distracted & unproductive. there was nv a single meeting that turned out well, n i hate myself for tt. Camps were also very much of disasters. unproductive meetings led to lousy camps, which resulted in lower commitment levels.
i'm sick & tired of ppl complaining to me how lousy tings r, n i'm frustrated further evrytime there's a sec4 meeting.
Evryone will feel weak & helpless at sum pt in time, so do i. but hu can i confide into? I've lost so many of my frens thru tis council journey - ASG, Scouts, classmates n sklmates. ASG is no longer a place i can pour out my worries n go wild. Scouts haf been putting so much pressure, n to an extent even condemn me. where can i let my thots out? i cant possibly tell other councillors. sec4s will tink tt i'm incapable. sec2s n 3s will definitely lose trust n respect. i hate this. there is juz no place, & no one that i can confide into.
hu understands what i'm experiencing?
hu noes the stress that i haf?
hu can sense the disappointment i haf in myself?
no one understands.

honestly, i regret. i regret choosing n walking tis path 1 yr ago.
if given a 2nd chance, i would most probably choose something else.
i'm so sorry.