tis was a fowarded msg tt i received in frenster.
thot it was real meaningful so i decided to post it here...


When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by yelling at her and telling her its the wrong kind.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by not writing a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, she fell and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.


love your mum, & use actions to prove it. =)
ergh!!! the pain is still there. if it doesn't stop soon i'll suffer during MYEs! dammit!

went out juz now.. mum intended to get shoes for me, my sis n my bro.. meaning all 3 of us la.. lol.. 1st we went to tis sportslink warehouse sale?. yea.. but there weren't much designs to choose frm.. so my dad brought us to Queensway Shopping Centre.

it was omgoodness... WOW! thou the design n layout of the place is old.. the inside is really nice.. personally it's a place i would go for shopping.. there are LOADS of sports shops on the 1st lvl, selling sportswear n mainly SHOES.. x) it's lyk evry 3 shops away it'll b a sports shop. then there is also zinc shop, where i bought my bag. xP many many clothes shop as well.. mainly guys clothes.. yep.. den 2nd lvl there's a Levi's store n others of which i didn't explore.. actually, we only shopped ard the 1st lvl.. n i already felt so amazed... XD o o o.. n i bought a new pair of skl shoes too. =D...

Zinc bag = $42.90
wyte canvas skl shoes = $19.90
TOTAL = $62.80

yeps.. tt's it for today..
& my head hurts!
AHH!!! the freakin pain in my head juz sux!

since fri i haf been having tis pain in my head.. it's the kind of pain in the head when extreme loud music is played.. ARGH!!!
coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs
*drops dead* X.X

LMAO.. XD.. i'm tink i'm so gonna cough my lungs out and DIE...

anyway, skl today was erm... average? well MYEs r coming real soon n teachers r all grilling us with past year papers. evry lesson giving a new set. o.O

however EL was a lil different... ms. koh came in with a bad mood n a pile of GREEN FORMS. they were meant for those hu did not do the compre work tt was assigned to us... hrd 4C peepx received quite a no. of green forms n even had to write a letter which was endorsed my their parents.. wow...

sumting interesting for BIO.. mrs. lee actually let us sleep in class.. i mean she NEVER ever does tt.. she's always complaining tt we r not payin attn n there was no more time left. but today, she actually gave us 5 mins break. n she said we could sleep in tt time.. LOL.. how cool is tt man? coming frm mrs lee, it is definitely cooler than u tink. XD

aft skl hang out ard class... sorta slacking... but eventually i went council room to do maths.. realised i'm DUMB n i've got a very high posssibility of failing Amaths.. i actually spent lyk more than 3hrs doing 12qns.. O.o.. gosh!

friday dinner wif ASG... coach daniel was at 85 too! =D n he even bought us food - 10 bbq chicken wings. how nice of him... =) n sumhow me n vanessa started poking each other n got so HIGH.. whee! LOL.. wad a scene it must haf been. XD

ok tt's all.. gotta kp evryting short so tt i dun lose the optimistic "blogging feeling".. lol..


even when i noe it's impossible, i'll still try. =)
fri was scouts sec1 investiture cum badges giving out.. it was supposed to end EARLY. but apparently it did NOT. n we even forgot to dismantle the flagpoles. =_=


sat was prelim ORAL n my sec2s backwoodsman cooking.. oral exams totally spoilt my day. my examiner was june yeo? if it's spelt correctly tt is.. she kept criticising me.. n repeated "it's not tt u did badly, but u can do better..". lyk she evn compared me to other skls' leaders.. i mean i can understand the image issue here.. but i m juz me.. u criticize me juz bcoz i'm not VOCAL enuf, n the words totally hurt me ok.. the tone was absolutely WRONG. pfft! honestly, i'm starting to get sick of ppl saying "eh.. u r the president leh.. bla bla bla.. how can bla bla bla.. u shud bla bla bla...". lyk hello, y dun u do it then? or TRY to do it? these ppl r ALL TALK & NO ACTION... blehx!!!

at nite went to RI for 01 Raffles Scout group annual SHOW, named 01 FANTASMA.. title is in spanish, carrying the definition of SPOOK or phantom or illusion.. the show was VERY LAME.. n rather short.. but i'd say it wasn't a waste of time at all.. lol.


today.. woke up feeling SICK.. felt sleepy n drowsy for the whole day. Zzzz... nth much other than sleeping n sleeping... Zzz...



yet another east side story?
HELLO EARTHLINGS OUT THERE! =D

eyecandy #10. =)
eyecandy #11. =D
eyecandy #12. XD

firstly, congrats to CHOIR and GUITAR for achieving GOLD with HONOURS for SYF'07. =)

skl was SLACK not very intensive today.. x) muz get rid of tt SLACK ATTITUDE. lol. one-third of 4j was away for SYF, so teachers couldn't really teach.. plus the teachers had sum dunno wad ceremony or sumting liddat, so most of them were missing since the 2nd last period... had many "empty" periods..

1st 2 periods was EL, but ms. koh was absent. then it was chem. ms tay went thru a lil n completed the chapter. aft tt we spent the period watching "the day after tomorrow". it was supposed to b related to the chapter as it showed the effects of GLOBAL WARMING. lol. then came recess, followed by SEL. watched "i not stupid 2" for the 2 periods.. physics aft tt was "relaxing" as well, coz mr tam had to leave us for the 2nd period... plus the fact tt he actually came in late, there was lil time spent on "teaching".. last period of the day, HCl. but mdm ong was away for he ceremony thing.. yep.. another "empty" period...



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Bless the Broken Road by Rascal Flatts

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you


having the urge to spill it out...
Way Back Into Love by Hugh Grant

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And IF I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
East Side Story by Bryan Adams

There was this girl I used to see - down on 42nd street
She'd walk by on her way to work - n' make the air smell so sweet
I used to sit in a coffee shop - sometimes I'd have a cup
And when she'd go by - she'd light up the sky
Like the sun coming up
She be standin' by the bus stop - driver opened up the door
I'd just sit n' watch her - getting on the 104
I wanna give her my number - I wanna tell her my name
Wanna climb on board that cross-town bus
Take a chance she feels the same

It's just another east side story
Everybody's got a tale to tell
And like a hundred guys before me
I fell under her spell

Some things you hold on to - some you just let go
Seems like the ones that you can't have
Are the ones that you want the most
I think about her sometimes - I wonder if she was real
And if I ever find her I'm gonna tell her how I feel

It's just another east side story
Everybody's got a tale to tell
And like a hundred guys before me
I fell under her spell

It's still the same old story - it's still the same old game
Up there on the eastside - life goes on the same
She never knew my number - never even knew my name
She climbed on board that cross-town bus I never saw her again

It's just another east side story
Everybody's got a tale to tell
And like a hundred guys before me
I fell under her spell
eyecandy #8 & eyecandy #9.. xP

inconsistent screwed up internet. LOL.. complaining bout my internet, always the 1st sentence of my posts..

today was a weird day.. skl started with dr. boon complaining expressing bout our SLOPPY attire n the SLACK attitude.. hrd tt there's gonna b another attire check tml.. seriously sumtimes i think tings r happening n changing so rapidly tt i hardly can keep up.. blah! i'm juz all mixed up inside.. pfft!

angel *2, my sunshine. =D

hcl test was so-so.. did the yan4 yu3 part wondefully.. but i suppose i'd flunk the si1 han2. n the maths test on loci n construction... it was ok.. but i dun feel the confidence in even passing... =\ owells.. life feels horrid today.. other than the exciting eyecandies talk with hanlu

last period, teacher interaction time... surprised mdm Ong for her birthday.. then had a super AA party in the canteen.. it's lyk the 3rd time 4J is having such a party... LOL. we're juz so OUTSTANDING. XD

ok lyk pfft... WADEVA... blended up emotions.. EMO freak? =_=

i totally dislyk hate despise loathe ABHOR spammers.

life is so not going my way TODAY.. blehx!


525600 minutes... how do u measure a year in ur life?
measure in love.
o look! i've got e.geog test in 7hrs and 20mins, n i haven't studied at all.. O.o
GOSH! i'm so dead. desertification & pollution. x.x
eyecandy #5... CHECK!
eyecandy #6.. CHECK!
eyecandy #7... CHECK!
x)

screwed my bio test up today. not sad.. sumhow already NUMB to tis feeling.

n u shall b my angel *1 =)

aft skl supposedly haf cca.. but the weather wasn't good n the feeling juz wasn't there.. no1 in the mood to carry on.. unhappy moments aft tt.. owells.. it's all part of growing up.. my lil boys will hafta learn... LOL.. x) i juz pray evryting turns out fine.. or at least no discord amongst em.. god bless. =)

eyecandy #13? lol.

tml's SYF for AHBAND.. ALL THE BEST, band peepx! jiayoux jiayoux jiayoux! =)


it's a FACT.
unbelievable? BELIEVE IT!
yet another eye candy found. x)

my internet is screwed AGAIN.. happened so many times n i m getting so annoyed with it.. but at least it helps me kick my internet addiction. LOL. contradicting? absolutely! XD

eyecandy #1.. CHECK!
eyecandy #2... CHECK!
eyecandy #3.. CHECK!
eyecandy #4... CHECK!
=D

lemme start with things of yest.. early morn had cca.. my oh-so-lovely sec2s had their SS hike, while the sec4s stayed in skl to construct the Monkey Bridge... the whole process was SLACK.. slow movements n slacky attitude... =X eventually we completed it, but 1 frame de lash sumhow slipped n it was unsafe for climbing. yays! no need to risk my life! it was disappointing.. x) lol.

so it ended b4 lunch n we(junliang, kunwei n me) waited for my wonderful sec2s to return frm their hike.. & with god's blessing, they all completed the hike n returned safely.. THEY COMPLETED THE HIKE!! =D after 2 tries at it, they finally completed the hike within the given time.. woohoo! actually not their fault la.. coz previously their hike was fused in tgt with march trg camp.. cant blame em for not having enuf energy..
I SO TOTALLY LOVE MY SEC2s! x)

immediately aft it ended i rushed off for church.. tt UNGLAM period of time, where i ran into the toilet, ran out of skl n all the way to the MRT..


AND AS FOR TODAY, i juz slacked.. went to the cemetery in the evening.. nth very much exciting, OTHER THAN MY SCREWED UP INTERNET.. LOL.. nah! juz kidding... XD


1 very important announcement.. I LOST MY SENSE OF HUMOUR 1 YEAR AGO.
so don't b surprised to me stoning at a hilarious joke.



i've been watching, but the stars refuse to shine...
i'm a lousy blogger.. so pls do pardon my boring no quality entries. =)

past days withing tis wk.. couldn't use internet. it was sumhow screwed.. n so i couldn't come online...

short summary of the week...

mon had cca.. my LOVELY sec2s COMPLETED n PASSED their hourglass.. initially thot i would juz let em pass with a lousy not so good structure.. but it turned out far BETTER than expected.. in fact, it was 1 of the most stable hourglass i've ever seen. GOOD JOB guys! =)

tues aft skl had council General Meeting.. tokked bout the booking duty, which i haf a very strong feeling is gonna show the true colours of many councillors.. but owells, i'll wait for the nx week to start to c how it goes.. mr. chua den had to come in to "elaborate" on tis.. which took nearly 50% on the GM.. =_=.. last ting for the GM was voting n post selection.. rather disappointing.. =(

wed had PE.. once again.. n for the consecutive 3rd time for term 2, we played captain's MONKEY ball.. lol.. as for assembly.. it was touching.. the partially paralysed man seemed so positive bout life even thou he suffered so much.. much admiration..

yest.. had ASG dinner.. toked and larfed bout sleepin in class... positions, styles n funny incidents.. lol.. evry dinner simply deepens my love for ASG. =D

today.. woke up at 10.30.. but went back to slp, all the way till 11.45.. planned to go to skl de.. for PUB n VANESSA.. but sumhow i couldn't confirm whether PUB was in skl.. so i felt LAZY n decided not to go.. =X sorrry Vanessa..

n yes, as u can c, i've changed my blogskin... =D saw this blogskin sum time ago.. but wasn't in the mood to change... den now i was sorta getting sick of my previous skin.. so tada! the skin is changed.. LOL. sum info.. tis skin is based on the song East Side Story, which i've made as my blog song. x) o o o.. another ting. today i sent the song dedication for international frenship wk (nx wk), dedicated to chiangrai huizhongpo grp!!!.. hope it gets played n we get to hear it.. hahaha.. huizhongpo was is LOVE <3!


trapped in the past, i just cant seem to move on...