sorry, but i'm getting frm RANDOM to UBER RANDOM. but hu cares anw man? it's my blog, my rules, my mind, my fingers etc.. XD wahahaz..

#. today.. a day full of "Zzzzzz". i was so SLEEPY. hardly could stay awake... almost nothing went into my head n i slept for the whole recess period. o.O.. how was my day? erm.. apparently i cant rmb alot of things coz i wasn't really in a fully conscious state. =X only tings i can rmb r the bio lesson & the $8 frm my A1s last year. lol. bio was abt hormones, endocrine glands, exocrine glands n adrenaline.. sounded interesting enuf to send blood into my brains... as for the $8, well it's abt MONEY. cashies! hu can resist it? XD

#. i'm screwed dead meat. =(
tt monster has defeated me n i haf no intention of fighting it anymore. =X

#. handover... sumting tt i'm looking foward to, but oso hopin it wouldn't come so soon.. =\ haix. it's such a complicated ting. (dun wish to elaborate. sorry.)

#. & THAT feeling is coming back. the depressing thots n stuff.. o gosh! i thot i got over the "moodswings period". man it feels disgusting. 1 moment tis, the next that. n aft a few more minutes another thot comes into my head.. i seriously dun haf time for tis anymore. gahs!! sklwork, cca, council, personal life, frenship, handover, christianity... wad is tis!? messed up piece of shit? AHHH!!! #@$!%&*$@~!@$@%#^*#^$%!!!


ok i conclude tt my posts r getting frm bad to pure HOPELESS.
wadeva! i'm not a good blogger. blehx!



it's driving me insane...