it's juz those times which u feel so desperate n there seems to b no1 out there hu's willing to listen. n wad if there was. no1 few see things frm my point of view.. well wad more can i say.. u(yes u, the 1 reading it now) won't understand me either.. it's the jumbled up emotions of frustration, anger, sadness, disgust, desperation n helplessness.

even thou i noe i shudn't show tis weak side to any1, but i m stiu human afterall. so wad if i shud appear strong on the outside? there's alwaes the soft n weak internal me hu really feels so lost at times, n there's no denial to it.. haix...

those sacrifices made.. will i really look back one day n realise it's actually worth it?



Catch Me When I Fall by Ashlee Simpson

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off
Something's killing me

I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's so hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is just a part of me

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall



i'm tryin so hard, but still i'm losing u...