my life's DRAMA DAY.


today's a screwed BAD day. blehx!!!

1st period, hcl. screwed SPOILT it myself. coz apparently i'm a LAZY PIECE O SHIT. n ya the main reason being i HATE chinese badly. RAR. juz lookin at chinese characters IRKs me la. wad's the big issue here? well it's coz i did not hand in essays... which usually take me 3hours MINIMUM per piece. DAMN I REALLY HATE CHINESE! =X

so tis links to the HANDFONE confiscation. guess dun need to spell the link out, coz it's freakin OBVIOUS wad happened. yea... but tt's not a bad ting. on the contrary, i tink it's GREAT, honestly. coz there's much lesser BURDENS. no fone, ppl cannot sms me n tell me stuff tt stresses me out. WAHAHA. n i dun get to read it. WHEE! xP i feel so evil... but seriously, it feels alot lyk a break, in a way la...

i cried aft the lesson ended. ok it's not coz of the handfone. but rather it's coz of loads of tings... the harsh words frm the teacher? tt led to the prick of my conscience. dunno la... juz sorta weird.. loads of thots n emotions flooded my mind at tt time la... mainly sad n even 1 thot of suicide. =S tis is not an emotional breakdown rite? i hope not. lol. o wadeva...

now onto the nx BIG THING. which was the skipping of CHEMISTRY lesson. =X DEFIANCE against the teacher, tt's how serious it can get. yea... no courage to stand out. no moral courage to speak of the truth. now i hafta bear the consequences... haix...

basically it was lyk tt... we were supposed to haf tis chem test today... which made us feel so cheated, coz we were told tt the previous test was the last 1. n moreover, the class majority dislyk the NIE trainee teacher. so we sorta deliberately PON'd half his lesson, refusing to go bac to class... n ya.. PROBLEMS arised. problems which juz may lead to BIGGER problems. haix... dun wish to tok abt la... hope tml can clear tis up, even a lil will do. haix...

hopes the class understand oso ba.. =


i decided to hold on,
until the last strand snaps n all hopes r gone...