i finally realise...

i m selfish. i m alwaes the obstacle n problem in others life. n as i c u walkin further away, the more i realise how i selfishly took tings for my liking. n NOW, it's all gone for good. y m i alwaes the cause of sadness? y m i always causing problems in others life? it's always me n MY fault. haix...

i must say... being different is not easy. esp in such a society, in such a network of frens... i'm tt piece of the puzzle tt belongs nowhere. yes!, it's hard to b me. where sum tings can only b within me n nowhere else. i wished i could explain all, but i juz cant. I JUZ CAN'T..
i mean lyk.. even if i explained it, u wouldn't understand. so wad's the pt.... juz 4get it.

n if u tink u're doin me help, tink agn! u're not ok. but wad more can i expect? i deserved tis... haix.. YES! i wan u to care. i wan u to b there. i wan u to listen n at least try to understand. u already noe my darkest secrets, n now u r walkin out on me... i guess tis is wad u call RETRIBUTION?.

as the tear roll down my cheek, i wished there was sum1 out there hu can truly understand...