BLEHx!!!

tis holiday juz rocks stinks man.. lyk TOTALLY!

juz came back frm council review/reward camp.. n mon is the start of JUNE CAMP. yea yea. blame it on myself for poor time management! blame it on myself for not knowing how to make choices! blame it on myself for not makin the rite sacrifices! BLEHx! ya ya ya, it's MY fault for gettin myself in tis state. WADEVA! BLEHx! damn damn damn!!! blehx!!!

juz SHUT UP will ya? lyk u'll EVER understand me. BLEHx! i'm human too u noe. it doesn't mean tt a difference in my so-called "status" makes me superman. ya, i admit i hafta b beta wif managing such stuff, but seriously, there is a limit too. n it's juz within such a short time n many tings r CRASHING into my life. n i really mean CRASHING, wif IMPACT. BLEHx! damn bloody freakin retards!

yup... so if u ppl do haf a CONSCIENCE, pls stop SARCA'ing me n LEAVE ME ALONE! BLEHx!


giving myself excuses or juz stating facts, i dun really care la. wad's more impt is focusin' n managin' the current situation. haix...
tings r alwaes easier said than done. freak freak freak!


i'm SORRY if any1 feels offended in any way. bleh! i'm PISSED ok.



the all mixed-up feeling of anger, sadness, frustration, depression & confusion within me.