today was a EXCEPTIONALLY long day for me.

today's 1st period was EL. ms koh wasn't here. in fact, she wun b here for the whole wk. so half period was taken by mdm ong to teach us on the formats n stuff for tml.

aft EL was chem. went thru past year papers. but i din stay for the whole lesson, coz i had to leave the class at 9.20. so basically i missed half of chem, bio n alil of geog(whch is aft recess).

left at 9.20. went to council rm wif liting n nien yuan. den me n liting inside stress, coz we din write a short speech. den we were inside there goin all high, yea juz to de-stress x) we were called down to concourse by sok shin. we sorta slacked ard there until the lower sec recess started.

lower sec 1st recess started. not much ppl there, so we went to pull ppl to bcome audience. thot my speech was sorta dumb. really juz went impromptu. when the qns started comin in, it juz stunned me. my brain juz couldn't function to tink at all. n i juz became the last to ans the qns evrytime. but it was sorta light-hearted n fun for the lower sec. there was tis qns by shuyi. "can u tell us ur talents" or sumting lyk tt. i was really lyk O.o oh gosh i dun haf any. so the rest got to say theirs 1st. den when nien yuan said she was frm drama n she can act, i juz got the idea of cutting in n AA abit. yups, but things turned out well, n nien yuan initiated for us to act out a break-up scene. i juz acted out anything tt struck my mind, n in the end, it all ended up GAYish. XD but lower sec the dialogue session was really quite fun lar.

finally when it ended, we went for our recess. got feedback n comments frm sokshin. did quite badly =(

den the real challenge began. dialogue wif upper sec. well, basically b4 the whole ting, i went round my class gettin qns they wuld lyk to ask, n yar, they were difficult. den the qns they asked became the qns tt the upper sec asked. it was SPOT-ON man, n i was literally "killed" by those qns. "wad makes u tink u r a beta choice than the other 3?", "can u b beta than past yr's presidents?" ETC. all the killer qns. x.x it was totally different frm lower sec de. the atmosphere was lyk damn serious n the ans we gave had to really b our personal opinions n stuff. but we din do tt, n din really satisfy the upper sec. haiz... so disappointed wif myself... dun wish to elaborate on the bad points...

got sum de-brief aft the dialogue session. sokshin said gd job. but kelly n huiyin said it was bad. mayb it's bcoz they had a higher expectation for us(or mayb me). =(
haiz.

went back to class for lessons. geog den amaths. i got 27/30 for my amaths! so happy. it's the best amaths mark i've ever had la. =P

ok, i'm not feelin myself. i've not been feeling myslef since the start, but now is really not me AT ALL. so i shall juz cut evryting short.

quite shocked by the results of the voting. but yar, i'm the president of SC!? juz hope i can do a gd job. stressed lar, all the hopes ppl haf on me, n the results they wan to c. haiz...
as for now, exams r my main concern. putting aside other not-so-impt matters for the time-being.


it's the start of a new phase in my life. hoping for the best. =)

shall post an acknowledgement + thanx post when it's me. i'm so not JUN LE rite now. oh gosh!