today was a EXCEPTIONALLY long day for me.

today's 1st period was EL. ms koh wasn't here. in fact, she wun b here for the whole wk. so half period was taken by mdm ong to teach us on the formats n stuff for tml.

aft EL was chem. went thru past year papers. but i din stay for the whole lesson, coz i had to leave the class at 9.20. so basically i missed half of chem, bio n alil of geog(whch is aft recess).

left at 9.20. went to council rm wif liting n nien yuan. den me n liting inside stress, coz we din write a short speech. den we were inside there goin all high, yea juz to de-stress x) we were called down to concourse by sok shin. we sorta slacked ard there until the lower sec recess started.

lower sec 1st recess started. not much ppl there, so we went to pull ppl to bcome audience. thot my speech was sorta dumb. really juz went impromptu. when the qns started comin in, it juz stunned me. my brain juz couldn't function to tink at all. n i juz became the last to ans the qns evrytime. but it was sorta light-hearted n fun for the lower sec. there was tis qns by shuyi. "can u tell us ur talents" or sumting lyk tt. i was really lyk O.o oh gosh i dun haf any. so the rest got to say theirs 1st. den when nien yuan said she was frm drama n she can act, i juz got the idea of cutting in n AA abit. yups, but things turned out well, n nien yuan initiated for us to act out a break-up scene. i juz acted out anything tt struck my mind, n in the end, it all ended up GAYish. XD but lower sec the dialogue session was really quite fun lar.

finally when it ended, we went for our recess. got feedback n comments frm sokshin. did quite badly =(

den the real challenge began. dialogue wif upper sec. well, basically b4 the whole ting, i went round my class gettin qns they wuld lyk to ask, n yar, they were difficult. den the qns they asked became the qns tt the upper sec asked. it was SPOT-ON man, n i was literally "killed" by those qns. "wad makes u tink u r a beta choice than the other 3?", "can u b beta than past yr's presidents?" ETC. all the killer qns. x.x it was totally different frm lower sec de. the atmosphere was lyk damn serious n the ans we gave had to really b our personal opinions n stuff. but we din do tt, n din really satisfy the upper sec. haiz... so disappointed wif myself... dun wish to elaborate on the bad points...

got sum de-brief aft the dialogue session. sokshin said gd job. but kelly n huiyin said it was bad. mayb it's bcoz they had a higher expectation for us(or mayb me). =(
haiz.

went back to class for lessons. geog den amaths. i got 27/30 for my amaths! so happy. it's the best amaths mark i've ever had la. =P

ok, i'm not feelin myself. i've not been feeling myslef since the start, but now is really not me AT ALL. so i shall juz cut evryting short.

quite shocked by the results of the voting. but yar, i'm the president of SC!? juz hope i can do a gd job. stressed lar, all the hopes ppl haf on me, n the results they wan to c. haiz...
as for now, exams r my main concern. putting aside other not-so-impt matters for the time-being.


it's the start of a new phase in my life. hoping for the best. =)

shall post an acknowledgement + thanx post when it's me. i'm so not JUN LE rite now. oh gosh!
stressed?

DEFINITELY!
carn deny it.

=S
pls spare me tml.. or i'll really DIE. X.X


tml's dialogue session, "your VOTE matters" gosh! gosh! gosh! =S wad if sum1 shoots me n i carn gif an ans? wad if i accidentally make a promise? wad if i appear as useless n incapable? wad if i screw the whole ting up? ARGH!!!

n wad shud i say for tt short speech tml? oh man.. i m so gonna DIE..

PLUS! tml is oso voting day.. later got DA JI.. den i break down. lyk seriously, i personally haf been putting in effort (mayb not really alot, but i stiu invested money n time). ok, forget it. no matter wad i must stiu face reality. anw, if i dun get it, mayb it's a good ting... =

ok.. hoping for the best tml.
gotta go pia hw n short speech. n oso tink of wad ppl will SHOOT me (PRAY tt i wun get shot ba)

thnx to the 7 of u'al for the notes.
i m PATHETIC! i feel useless n i m a total LOSER.

ok, so life goes lyk tis. evry1 else ard u juz seems to fit in n they definitely haf a good fren alwaes wif them. yup, n so i juz look at myself, n all i can say is "u r SH*T man". i carn stand it. y do i even exist in AHS, tryin to fit in wif the cool ppl.. i m the only low-class jerk in the whole of AHS.
FREAK! dun deserve it.

tml's civil emergency exercise.
wed is dialogue session n voting day.
nth else to say =\
1st.. let me tok bout today morning. den today morning.. LOLx. it's 1 at 2+am n another at ard 10am. =)

ard 2am. dad called home. wanted to bring my mum to the 24hrs shop n save at bedok market there... yups. so i followed lar.. basicallt i went there is to haf supper lar.. the ordering was funny lar.. coz i wanted TEH.. but i dunno wad issit called exactly. so i was there sayin TEH, but couldn't really say wad TEH.. LMAO XD.. in the end ordered roti john n iced milo...
the milo was so FREAKIN SWEET. (juz lyk me xP) den aft drinkin i felt so sick n had headache..
SUGAR RUSH!

reached home at ard 3.15 liddat.. den i went to slp.

den woke up later at 8.45.. went to skl at 10am, together wif liting n crystal AGN. well, today was juz to hang our banners lar.. coz yest v late, n oso no string.. so we juz went to hang our banners today n tt's it... at 1st, all our 4 banners wuld b in the concourse, den lyk gallery of our banners lyk tt. but i shifted mine to another place (which i wun say =P). think it's a GREAT place to hang.. x) heeheex
so proud of it! =P


now tt's 1 ting lesser on my list =)
YAYs! i finally COMPLETED my banner! ^.^

yest went to skl, n did my banner for the WHOLE day.. n i finished it.. it's nice!, or at least nice to me x)

yups.. but was quite bad lar... spent 1 WHOLE day painting 18 words & 5 punctuation marks.. LOLx XD.. but i did together wif w.litng n crystal. they did their banners; juz started yest n also finished yest! O.o anw. evry1 will b AMAZED by w.liting's banner.. check it out yourselves tml... XD

k. shan't elaborate. later goin bac to skl to hang banner... =)


totally distracted! ERGH!
busy doin campaign stuff.. sorry peepx..

really hafta say sorry to many many ppl.. for spending lesser time wif u'al n puttin our relationship aside for a while.. yups.. hope u'al can understand. thnx =)

anw. today pia'ed my banner n t-shirts... ok not really pia.. more of slacked thru?. nah.. did leisurely.. yea!.. carn stand it lar. evry1 tink my banner looks lyk jiayi's banner last yr.. i no creativity! i only noe how to copy lor! sh*t lar! nvm, i shan't explain details.. juz hope ppl will at least appreciate tt i put in effort for my banner...

as for the t-shirts.. well.. got 4 of 'em fully completed. 2 halfway completed (1 of which AURIAL is helpin me do.. THNX AURIAL FOR THE 2 t-shirts DESIGN =)). n 2 undone. yups.. aurial ROX lar.. her art so pro.. how i wish aurial was a machine which i can buy to print my banner, t-shirt, posters, flyers n other design stuff.. she's GOOD!
AND. i will not forget the ppl hu helped me today. THNX =)

n to the molecule fam~. THNX FOR HELPIN ME TODAY. n ALSO THE SUPPORT U HAF FOR ME. n really thnx for waiting for me... i'm REALLY SORRY to make u'al wait until so late ALL COZ OF ME! sincere apologies.


chinmeng n soo hwee chatted wif me. it was sorta true. u really get to c how ur frens care for u n r so supportive of u, n it really touches my heart..
THNX to WHOEVER WHO HELPED, whether a lil or alot. =)
it's all about priorotising n managing the time i haf. but it's DIFFICULT ok...

today was my 2nd speech for campaigning. wasn't as bad as the previous 1, but also not a very good n impressive speech either. lyk it's juz the average speech any1 can do.
i'm juz GLAD tt the speech is over n i didn't screw it up. =D

nx up, dialogue cum "Shooting" session wif the skl. =S
so dead for tt.

was super tired for the WHOLE day, coz i wrote my speech until 3am. slept at 3.15 n woke up 2h 45min later.. O.o so freakin tired lar! Zzzz..

nth to elaborate. juz a full day of tiredness n dozing off in class.. =X


in the past, it was about havin fun n enjoying
for now, it's juz abt being happy, n tt's it.
reality juz hurts...
thots of separation r flooding my mind...

it juz comes to the point of life, where evrything seems to b happening so quickly. n b4 u noe it, it's already over. all these frenship n relations, the process of forging n building them. it all seems lyk a cycle tt restarts itself evry time we graduate from a certain level of academy. lyk it totally SUX!

keepin in contact. maintaining a frenship. the ties tt hold strong. total load of BULLSHIT! ok, i'm not denying tt it will nv happen, but it's juz tt it rarely happens ok. lyk even if u maintain a frenship, it's different. the "feeling" will b totally different! it'll NEVER b the same as b4.

yup. so pls ppl, if u r reading tis rite now, juz let me take a picture wif u if i want to. u shud feel honoured tt i wish to keep our frenship as memories. i really dun wish for them to b juz mere memories, but it's REALITY n tt's how life goes. ACCEPT IT, FACE IT & LIVE WIF IT, tt's all i can do.. haiz...

when i look at the pix in the future, it'll remind me of the happy moments during my sec skl life...
ERGH! i carn take tis anymore!!!

due to the stress i haf?... DEFINITELY!!
i feel horrible.. i really carn manage myself.. it's lyk tis feeling of split personality.. it's really difficult to hide certain facts n feelings frm others.. but revealin them is not an option either... lyk WTH.. it's killin me.. my mind is in a blank, refusing to work & take in information.. it's lyk my mind is REJECTING evry single ting, or juz in then out immediately.. n it's affecting me BIG TIME.. i carn concentrate on studies.. i carn produce ideas. i carn process information in my mind. I CARN THINK PROPERLY!!! no.. in fact,
I CARN EVEN THINK AT ALL!


hmm.. at least the blank mind of mine helps to relieve stress.. or is it a sign of me breakin down? =S
pls tell me it's the 1st 1..
ok... today.. bad day? & oso let me realize how asg/molecule fam~ really cared abt me.. =')

so.. it was settled tt we meet in skl at 9am.. i personally wanted evry1 to help wif the design for my banner.. coz i had brain-block. but all of us had no ideas either.. so in the end we decided to do t-shirts instead... had tt idea in mind le.. but asg helped to improve it =)

we were doin our designin at the unbrella area, b4 it got really hot n we moved to another place... so we went to check out the shirts.. but couldn't find them.. checked 3 places out n yar.. morale got low.. n it juz sorta made me feel bad...

was real frustrated tt we din get to do anything.. n it juz made me feel guilty to waste others' time.. lyk they came to help me for the WHOLE day. but NOTHING WAS DONE!. i SUCK!

yups.. really sorry to the ppl who came n help today..
sorry for makin u'al waste ur time.
sorry for adding stress bcoz of me.
sorry for being so hard on u ppl.
sorry for being so useless

n the thanx i gif to u ppl hu were there..
thanx for takin precious time off to come to skl n help me.
thanx for being concerned.
thanx for the care n concern u'al haf for me.
thanx for tolerating my bad attitude today.
thanx for the trips made to find the t-shirts.
thanx for tryin to find sources for the shirt.
thanx for being so involved in this.


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to huiling:
i noe u were very concerned abt me. n i noe u cried for me. i m really thankful, n i'm really sorry for makin u shed those tears.. pls, dun b so stressed up bcoz of me. i dun deserve it.

to van:
thnx for tryin ur best to come n help. even thou it's juz tt few hours, i noe tt u do care abt me. THANX!

to jiesi:
really sorry for makin so much trouble for u.. i noe u had to go home in the aftnn, but u stiu stayed.. n i really appreciate tt.

to sockling:
u were the 1 hu made me feel beta at times when i'm real stressed up. thnx for those simple words of concern n encouragement. n thnx for being the 1 to make situations beta.. ur decisions helped alot. u rock!

to jiemin:
another 1 i hafto thank for being so involved n concern. thnx for gettin ur mum to buy the shirts for me.. n i'm sorry i rushed u for the confirmation... i'm really sorry.. thnx for being the 1 to find the $2.50 shirts for me. u're great.

to binli:
thnx for puttin ur heart into helpin me. i know tt u had no ideas, but u tried to tink of 1 when i desperately needed it. i could tell tt u were doin ur best to help me n i acknowledge tt wif a BIG "THANKs!".. pls dun add stress to urself bcoz of me... i m not worthy of it..

to yiyee:
thnx for comin to support us.. n also thnx for contributing to help me find my t-shirt source... i know tt u r v concerned bout ur studies, but u stiu made ur way down to support us... thnx! n jiayoux in ur studies...


how i wish i was more useful n efficient in my work. n seriously, i dun deserve the care n concern frm others.. hu m i to b so loved?
wake up junle! u r nothing, n u deserve NOTHING!
ok lyk WTH! shan't blog abt today's happenings.. is all crap.. coz there's many other more IMPORTANT tings i haf to care abt... guess i really need to plan a schedule / time-table...

ERGH! so stressed sia...

1st would be campaigning.. it has started last wk.. n until now, i haven done anything other than the speech.. banners not started.. flyers, not even sure if i wanna do.. profile tingy.. totally forgot.. no more time left le!!! i juz wish i could split myself up into many person so tt the workload can b divided...
S.O.S.

nx is CCA... specifically is JUNE CAMP lar... it's either 1st or 2nd wk of june.. n i haven started preparations & training.. oh gosh! so stressed! i need help!! i need to take time for physical training... knotting lesson (theory n loads of practical)... first aid lesson (theory & practical)... tink of ideas for gadgets n structures (kitchen shack, gateway, shoe rack, dustbin, utensils rack, clothes-line etc.).. try out the srtuctures... .. aiya.. basically.. is MANY tings to do lar.. oh gosh! OH GOSH!

i'm so dead lar.. hmm.. really thank my frens for tryin to help me wif the campaign stuff.. thnx to ASG for initiating the idea of makin a banner for me.. really grateful... n thnx to wenhui for tryin to help me wif the flyers ting.. also, a really big THANK YOU to MINHUI for coming up wif the banner design... i really appreciate it =)

as for cca tt part.. i might as well kill myself.. coz i really haf no time to get my patrol to stay back n train... not being bad lar.. but i tink none of my patrol members would wanna train.. ok.. it's me lar.. i'm a lousy senior tt juniors dun even respect.. i'm such a useless piece of junk... ergh! tiger patrol doomed for june camp tis yr!.. blehx!



haix.. sometimes i really wish tt i shouldn't haf chosen tis path.. life would haf been much easier..
but, wad's done can never b undone.. i'll juz haf to live wif it.. cope wif it, n learn frm it =)

today's monday.. lyk obvious.. DUH! XD

1st period was common test.. erm.. FAILED it.. coz i wrote a letter instead of the stated "REPORT".. n the WORST of all.. i din get to complete the essay!!! lyk WTH.. i tink i shud start counting the tests i pass instead of fail.. coz the failures r far too many.. haix...

aft CT was emaths.. the continuation on TRIGONOMETRY! it's sorta confusing... n well.. at least i got to understand the theory behind the workings... n tt's GOOD =)

so i din really noe how to do my emaths hw.. when tt mr seetoh entered the class.. we did the presentation on functions.. wasted the whole 1 hr.. took time to study ting xie...

aft recess was chinese... TING XIE!!! but tis time i knew how to write 70% of the words.. tt's GREAT improvement for me =) den went thru the compo hw tt was given today...

it was now time for physics! learnt bout sum air pressure tingy.. n ms teo's videos r so cool! hmm.. she's a great teacher i tink.. coz i understand the tings she says.. n she explains tings quite clearly..

english period was.. SLACK.. did NEWS IN CLASS.. den the last news was abt superdads.. n ms koh got us to write our ideas of an ideal partner.. as usual, the locals guys thot dirty n wrote.. "can make "IT"", "can do "it"".. n the gals wrote sumting against willie XD.. head cannot too big.. the best was... the gals wrote "LOVES ME". den chenxi go up n wrote "LOVES ME TOO".. aww.. so sweet! x)

aft skl had the debate briefing ting.. it's lyk i wasn't listening at all.. juz sat there n stare at the instructors.. found them quite amusing ... XD

slacked in skl aft tt... bumped into YONGQUAN.. n my ass got hit by YANHAO.. XD anw.. took spastic pix wif yongquan, but he deleted it.. hmm.. must take more pix sum other time.. den muz haf those intimate poses XD.. jkjk...


yupps...
i'll SPECIALLY remember YONGQUAN's birthday.. coz he asked me to.. xP.. it's the 12 OCT..
yongquan, i'll REMEMBER it.. trust me =)

haven't done any campaignin stuff yet.. so dead.. i really shud start doin my banners stuff lyk tt.. n plan how to go abt campaignin..
TIME IS RUNNING OUT! n i haf to start evryting now.. ERGH! so stressed!!!
KODA KUMI is HOT!!!well..
is actually the way she dance lar =P

anw.. i tink dancing is cool. n i wanna learn dance, the female version.. O.ocoz it's alwaes the females dat get to b in the limelight.. they get the beta moves which appeal more to ppl.. yar.. n i m SERIOUSLY interested in learning dance.. but den i would hafta go for a sex-change operation? BLEHx! tis world sux!

ok, i'm not sayin tt guys dun get have cool dance moves.. but it's juz tt gals haf MORE dance moves tt r HOT!.. n well.. it's juz.. UNFAIR! ERGH!

it doesn't really matter.. BLEHx! i haf no time to learn dance.. so i shud juz forget the whole idea n stuff.. anw.. juz read wad u saw n tt's it.. DUN TOK ABT IT!

call me GAY or wadsoever... i dun giv a damn.. it's a fact tt i m not interested in wad guys usually like, n i wun hide it.. i lyk DANCING.. it's my INTEREST.. so scram if u tink guys aren't suited for dancing!

it's my life, not yours!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!

LoL.. guess tt's the only 2 ppl whose bdae i'll rmb.. XD

ok, i shall elaborate on yest's full day of scout activities...

1st was morning activity at 8am.. unfortunately, i got a stomachache n reached a lil late.. so we had PT 1st... PETER led us... he's such an asshole! =P
i m a WEAKling.. i carn take PT! i so hate myself!!!

den we cleared the den for the rest of the day.. shih ying took us.. coz it was sort of post-attachment for him.. yups.. was v sianz.. n slack too.. but we cleaned the den until it was quite neat.. hmm.. n i tink wad the seniors said were true.. "it's easy to clean the den, but it's difficult to make sure it stays tt way. " or sumting lyk tt lar...

aft activity went to 85 to eat, as usual.. but we din crap so long lar, coz we wanted to go home early.. had campfire later in the evening ma...
came home n took a short nap b4 leavin the hse...

today was VS(victoria sec) campfire.. hmm.. actually is no mood to go de lar.. den dun even plan to go.. but aft sum ppl persuaded me.. n i oso had no excuse, so i went le lor.. yups.. n it's was such "luck" to b made the i/c for the campfire... lyk WTH.. i/c has to make ppl enthu, but i myself no mood to b enthu.. O.o ok.. so tings turned out.. not tt will. ok, it's more of my opinion.. yar.. but seriously, campfires juz leave me pissed.. even if i enjoyed the campfire at tt very moment, aft the whole ting, i will b pissed, for sum reason or other... Grr...
DUMB ME!

i SUCK. i hate myself! y m i such a useless piece of CRAP? ERGH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES!

=)
my eyes HURT!! ergh! the pian! the torture!!!

skl was FUN today!!! =D

1st was A-maths.. den mr. seetoh was letting us do the teaching... as in let the students gather in grps.. den at the last mins of the period, each grp supposed to elaborate n explain the given topic.. it was.. FUN! x)

den was BIO lab... we got to do tis experiment, which din work out for many ppl... but all bio practical experiments r FUN!!! =P

so we were late for english AGN! ms koh was lyk sayin she wanted to email the teachers involved n stuff lyk tt... den we went thru format of reports n formal letter...

aft recess was chinese.. opg postponed the ting xie!!! =) yups, but she was angry bout me, willie n weiyang not goin for the re- ting xie.. 1st she was angry.. den she became funny.. coz she suggested havin ting xie on sat(or tml) but i haf cca n tings on lar.. so she was serious when she said to ting xie on sunday.. O.o den she went on to settling a place to ting xie.. in the end link to mcdonalds.. den she was sorta really serious as to finding a mcdonalds to ting xie on sunday... LMAO XD...

last period as chem.. the worst.. i m lost in the world of MOLES! X.X so dead.. but i must clarify myself.. n understand. or else i'll really die man... =
den skl was over... had cca... post-attachment... took tis yr's sec1s.. hmm.. wad can i say?...
well.. learnt many tings.. great experience.. seriously, it's not easy to b a senior.. u hafta noe alot more than juz superficial stuff.. much theory n knowledge is needed.. den also need to b very decisive n firm.. n oso realize it's not tt easy to b firm.. mayb it's me only ba.. =S yar.. but overall is really a tough job...
hmm.. must haf been tough on u seniors for the past years.. din really got to understand the feeling.. but now.. really.. thnx man, seniors! =)

den ard the end of cca, settled sports day stuff.. it was lyk draggin n draggin till so late.. ok.. here was wad happened..
1st was the sec2s n 1s draggin.. sabo'ing each other into events n stuff liddat..
den was the commotion on the pillar'ing n ponding of JAMES! =D heeheex
so the seniors saw.. they tried to pillar jun hong.. den kp changin targets.. =_=.. zimu got ponded.. den abraham was nx target.. i dunno lar.. so much commotion.. den my eyes were lyk so freakin pain.. & ASG was waiting for me!! got pissed n yada yada yada...

went to dinner wif ASG.. so happi ^.^
ASG ROX!
molecule family RULEZ!
aiya.. all my frens PEBBLES!
n.. I'm the BEST!!! =P

tml's gonna b a full day of scouts activity..
n it's JAMES' BDAE!!!
den sunday is SABRINA's BDAE!!
=)
the 39th student council presidential elections campaigning officially starts TODAY!!!

today had the short 30sec intro speech.. well.. we were imformed yest, n i had absolutely no idea as to wad shud i say... so i thot n thot n thot... but stiu, there was no idea. den at 2.45 am, an idea struck my mind. chicken lil! ok, it wasn't very gd an idea, but i had no choice but to use it.. den i slept at 3am, aft writing down the main points of my speech...

went to council rm at 7.05am.. tried to write my script.. so it was practically rushin to finish tt script of mine... den it was really time.. sok shin n chin meng introduced the 4 candidates... i was 3rd to go up lar.. nien yuan was great.. element of humour. content wise was gd i tink.. den was liting.. carn rmb wad she said, coz i was aft her, n i was NERVOUS! =X
den it was me finally.. crapped a lil at the front.. den i started my speech.. it was quite dull n monotone.. den also v fast i tink.. the worst part was my posture.. coz liting was b4 me, n well u noe her height n mine... yar... =P.. den i din go adjust the mic.. but rather bent down n spoke.. so it wasn't very pleasing in the visual aspect.. XD

i myself dunno la, but aft the speech, my frens told me tt i trembled quite seriously.. they saw my hands n script VIBRATING... lol.. yups, n chin meng's tip was quite gd actually.. he said if the paper is smaller, the tremblin wun b so obvious.. but i din really heed it.. =X

it was OVER! it's lyk.. so long preparation time.. but it's only for a short 30 sec speech.. haix...

den it was lesson time.. 1st was chinese.. nth out of the ordinary.. den e.geog.. couldn't kp awake in e.geog, as usual.. din copy any notes nor listen to the precious info.... ergh! 3rd period was SEL.. used sum of the time to do noticeboard..

RECESS!!!

aft recess was A. maths.. slept in amaths class.. so i din really understood the inverse function tingy... ok.. understand a lil ba.. but my mind isn't convinced to accept the fact.. =S
CEHM LAB! it was the longest chem lab period ever.. coz we did 2 experiments.. n used the whole period + the whole 2nd recess... summore we were late for english lessons..
english.. had the presentation on the products... put on fake boobs for the 2nd time in sec skl life... LOL


n there's sumting wrong wif my fone tt really irritates me... evrytime godwin(a sec1 guy) calls me.. only his number is shown, when i already saved him under my contacts.. juz pisses me off! pffft!


campaigning officially starts today. n plus the speech, many ppl will notice me from noe on.. tt means i hafta behave PROPERLY n stuf lyk tt... LOL
=)
hey peepx! how's the blogsong? actually wanted to upload another song.. but carn find.. so i used tis.. =)

ok.. today VVV tired.. coz yest nite slept at 2.45 am.. O.o ok. did my chi compo until so late.. SIANx.. den today morn meeting announced the confirmation of the 5 presidential candidates.. gosh.. now den i m havin thots abt whether i can cope n all the stuff liddat.. ERGH!
ok.. i've gotta stick to wad i want n haf confidence in myself.. for now..

had PE.. mr. chua din come for our lessons coz he had to attend sum meeting stuff. so we got mr. ng as our relief teacher. we were instructed to run for 10mins b4 we could play our own games.. but in the end, i juz slacked aft the 10 mins run...

den was Emaths!. it's juz TERRIBLE.. i dun understand a thing abt TRIGONOMETRY! gosh! wad sine cosine tangent stuff lyk tt.. it's juz hell to me! i tink i really need to clarify these doubts on thurs tutorial time.. no.. is MUST clarify.. n mr. mok's lesson is BORING! Zzzz

we had chi aft emaths.. supposed ting xie, but we toked our way into makin her push it till tml.. but until now i haven even studied a single word =X oops!

it was then time for recess.. yup... the lessons aft recess were juz torturing me.. coz i was real frustrated due to the lack of sleep.. 1 hr lessons felt lyk 3 hrs to me...

had a lil conflict over the class noticeboard aft skl.. shan't tok abt it =X...
in the end we did the board in the concourse... =
tt's all ba.. hafta go slp now, to make up for yest nite... LoL


mayb i've said tis b4.. but,
WEN BIN is SO CUTE!!!
ARGH!!! crazy over him!
*yet ANOTHER gay feeling XD



hmm.. mayb i shud consider to go for a sex-change operation... KEWL!
wad do u tink? XD
ok.. i've got a hell load of tings to do..
juz a short post today...

today CT. chem.. was ok lar.. den lessons were as usual.. eng had the product promotion ting.. damn funny lar XD.. KWY matchsticks.. hair growth cream.. LOLx!

den SS.. got to watch videos for the whole lessons.. tink it's quite nice. =)

ok.. aft skl.. supposed to do board.. start at 1.45pm.. so in betwn go canteen eat... den start work le.. discussed bout the how-to-go-abt-doin procedures.. came up wif a few new ideas.. coz the previous 1 juz contradicts the whole kindness to the environment theme... yup.. so i was doin the spraypaint ting.. but i accidentally dropped the spray bottle n it spilled out.. stained my shoes n long pants.. den for sum reason or other, it looked lyk dilute red paint instead.. went to the office to get a pair to change into..

okok.. aft tt was all crap stuff.. shan't elaborate...


GOSH GOSH GOSH!!

list of tings to do!!!
1. chi yan2 jiang3 gao3.. speech script or sumting liddat.. by TML!
2. CHI ting1 xie3!!! it's TML!
3. scouts A.S.S. hike report (gosh i haven even STARTED!!!) by TML!
4. PHY worksheet!! supposedly by TODAY, but now by TML!
5. chem homework! (workbook MANY pages!) by thurs!
6. SS worksheet! by wed


ARGH! sum1 juz kill me.. x.x
BOO! april fools day is comin to an end.. say goodbye to the ever-so-lame april fool jokes n pranks! =)

today morn had cca.. cca at 8am. set my alarm clock at 7am. i woke up at 7, but i lazed in bed, n told myself to get up 5 mins later.. BUT, i woke up the 2nd time at 8.10am! no, actually is my mum woke me up.. n i was LATE!!! so i washed up a lil.. wake myself up n rushed to skl in a taxi.. to tink of it, it's dumb lar.. to spend $3.80 juz to rush to skl for cca.. ok, i'm DUMB! =P

reached skl, ran to join the rest... they were doin PT, so i joined them, without doin warm-up n the pumpings they did b4 i came... stiu as weak n lousy as usual.. haiz.. liddat means i cannot b a gd senior le.. i hate myself.. ERGH!!!
den we did monkey bridge.. today the bridge was exceptionally beautiful.. as in the centre for walkin tt part.. but the fixed end tt anchorage was loose, so we din get to complete the structure.. =(

so we spent the whole day doin the bridge.. den we got dismissed.. n got reminded of our hike reports.. it's lyk, my grp haven even started.. shit lar..
n oso tinkin whether to go OBS.. hmm, time factor v impt.. i tink i dun wanna go le ba.. based on my poor management of time... haix.. lost opportunity..

aft act went to 85 for lunch.. crapped there for v long abt ranks, posts n future cca stuff... tokked all the way until 3.15 liddat.. den i walked bac home.. went bac to skl 1st, coz i wanted to walk main gate.. but when i got to skl, i slacked wif 3c peepx for a short while b4 heading home..

got home n did the usual stuff. bathe slacked n slept. yada yada yada...


it's the last min of april fools day...
BYE BYE lame n dumb pranks. =)