tml... wonder how's it gonna b...

ok i admit... i m anxious... excited.. nervous.. n all tt crap feelings... blehx!!
it's gonna kill! (or at least i tink it will) later get real intense... den i stun there.. speechless.. oh gosh! DIE le lar...

dunno how shud i put it.. but mayb my choice was the wrong.. i regreted, u may say... it's real complicated... i want, but i carn.. i m juz overestimating myself... how m i gonna explain tml.. 1 yr less experience, yet wanting to go so high... haix.. carn really gif a good explanation for tt...

i've chosen tis path, n there's no turning back... n i will not turn back. my decision has been made... i will walk stick to this path.. no exit lanes i will take...
an unknown destination.. but it's my decision, n i can only blame myself if i haf to...

i've gotta learn to b strong... =)