yest NO CCA... slacked for the whole of yest... din do hw, din STUDY.. me = a BIG FAT SLACKER! XD

v lazy today... until now oso haven touch hw... haven study for the 3 tests tml =X. wanted to slack for the whole of aftnn, but den v SIANz until i start rottin'... so go find designs for class tee.. i haf absolutely no ideas in my brains lar... surfed the net n looked thru magazines for designs. finnaly got "inspired"... mii wanna make a GOTHIC design class tee!... x) hmm... i tink beta ask the class 1st ba... but gothic is FREAKIN COOL to me... =P

i've been a bad boi for the weekend.. all slackin' n no workin =X


i finally understood... it's not game i'm after. im not interested in the game. but instead, i juz wanna let u haf fun, n to receive a hug in return. i dun care if it's juz temporary, but it's tt feeling i'm after. to feel appreciated n loved. to know tt my existence is not worthless.
i know i m deceiving myself, gettin myself closer to the edge. but at least i m happy to live in deception, in my own world of lies...