moody me... haiz...

yest nite, i was so tired tt i fell aslp on the sofa... den my mum asked me to return to slp in my rm... so i was abt to walk back, when i accidentally tripped over a dollhouse... after i got my balance, i felt a stinging pain in my right foot. naturally, i took a look, n saw red fluid! it was blood! which means i was bleeding... so i was lyk showing my foot to my mum. den i sat down on the sofa to stop the bleeding. so there was tis piece of skin + flesh stiu danglin there. lyk sumting sliced thru, but din go thru totally.. yar... n the skin didn't wanna stick back, so i was getting real frustrated.. den juz pasted a plaster over n went to bed...

today morn, had a hard time bathing. coz i din want the wound to get wet ma... so i was lyk bathing wif 1 leg up... x)
den when my aunt saw me, she asked me wad happened. told her bout my foot n she sorta made a big deal out of it. she even told me not to walk home, but take a TAXI home... =_= yea... so i was limping ard in skl. PE tt time, evry1 was telling me not to even walk ard... wad infection den swollen... lyk O.o surely so serious de... evry1 juz seemed so caught up by my foot...
but thnx anw.. thnx for the concern =)

lesson times... usual tings... yup.. den got back bio test. 44/50. ok lar.. aft skl had eng tutorial... did crap stuff (as usual)... den at 4.45 had tis individual meeting wif comm heads... tokked bout many tings tt were gonna happen soon... yar... private stuff =

nth much.. stiu as moody.. n stiu strugglin wif my identity. blehx!


thinkin bout it...
shud i give it a try?
IDENTITY CRISIS
strugglin to resolve it...



today got back SS n Chem test papers... shocked to c tt i actually passed my SS, without doin a 7m qns... chem was stiu ok...

den aft skl, cca was cancelled. so i slacked ard in skl... thought bout tings agn. it's lyk 4 yrs is gonna b over juz lyk tt... n all tt had happened will only b nothing but a mere memory... how i wish time could freeze, n kp evryting lyk it is now... haiz.... soon, AHS wuld b the past for me.. all the frens there... the relationships forged... the fun i had... the attention i got... all gone! gone wif the wind...
='(

nothing but mere memories.
how i wish it could b an eternal dream...
looked thru other ppl's blog juz now... n had weird feelings running thru my mind...
it was 2 different n distinct tings...

firstly...
it was tis very weird feeling... depressing mayb... but not exactly. it was tis feeling of envy, jealousy, n also bit of sadness...
as i read thru the entries, i understood the lives of others, n their viewpoint. to me, it's juz amazing how optimistic ppl can b... all the happiness in their eyes... n for sum, it was a fact tt their lives were really a bright one.

all the words juz sorta make me feel... jealous... to c them write all the nice tings in their blog. to understand how beautiful their lives can b sometimes, wif frenz by their sides... how i wish mine could b lyk theirs. n others, i was juz envious of their style of writing n their command of english. to b able to write out a paragragh lyk tt is juz impressive...

it's tis weird feeling of jealousy tt runs thru me at first... den, i wuld look at myself, n c how pathetic i m.. to know tt i can nv b compared to them, it's juz depressing...

2ndly,
i finally understood myself. to realize tt i was nv me...

yes, i m not hu i m, but sum1 else, sum1 i desire to b...
i haf nv had my own identity nor my own personality. it has alwaes been me followin sum1 else, adapting their character, their personality, n their actions. a mind of my own?.. NEVER! i can only live off others personality.. a parasite...

TRY?.. i haf tried, but it alwaes seem tt my own unique identity is never welcomed by any1 else... my attitude seems to displease ppl... so my only way out is to take on personalities of other ppl...

i m a failure in life.. living 14 yrs of my life wif sum1 else's personality.. i'm juz a nobody...


evry1 is special. evry1 is unique.
"u r special. u're the only 1. u're the only 1 lyk u"
all these lines are not for me... coz i'm a parasite, a freak without a mind of its own, a piece of junk to the world, a FOTOCOPY of others!
n me being AA... y shud i get the attention for displaying a personality tt is of sum1 else? it's juz ridiculous. i shud get nothing. juz throw me out of this world, coz i dun belong here...


death, juz take me along wif u...
posting on 2 days... yest & today!

24/2
woke up feeling blue... but ironically, it's not the feeling of "not wanting to go to skl", but more of "i dun wanna do anyting in skl"... weird me. yup, so i was AP during skl time.. but i became ok aft recess. juz kept the feeling of not wanting to go for cca =X

aft recess was all the lab lessons. was real fun... wif the "me liking weisheng" ting. XD anw i tink he's a nice guy... so hot! LMAO

den aft skl... had to stay back in class for sum chem stuff... den left me wif so lil time to change. so i rushed downstairs to fall-in. but on the way, saw peter n a few others... n they were WALKIN down... O.o i've gotta say tis.. i tink the other sec3 scouts suck!.. ok not totally... but more on their perception n views on timings n punctuality... for a start, we r alwaes fallin-in later than the sec1s n 2s... juz shit! blehx!
did 200 sit-ups n had a bruise + graze on my ass!!! so freakin irritatin man... carn even sit down properly now... ouch!
gave the real sianz attitude during cca... coz i was tired n had no mood for it... oso dunno y... haiz...

aft cca, went to haf dinner wif part of molecule, as usual... 85 was closed, so we went to 511... as we were walkin there, huiling n yiyee were tolkin togather, van n jiesi were together, so me n binli oso started to tok lo... x) we were tokin bout the skl setting a date in april for all cca to hand-over... lyk WTH lar.. APRIL leh! the skl want all cca to close down issit!? lyk the sec3s now haf the so-called "capabilities" to take over... blehx! juz another shitty ting... so we had family dinner n took pics of our aft-dinner table... so spaz XD

we STAYED spastic aft dinner... went to the playground to play... binli, me n jiesi stood ard, while yiyee, huiling n van were playing... i juz felt so matured den XD yup, so we left at ard 10.20... i took a bus home... fell aslp on the bus n missed my stop. but luckily i woke up juz the 1 stop aft my desired 1... n i had to walk back! it's not tt i m spoilt n walkin is so tough to me.. but it's tt i m so freakin tired... n was in a bad mood... ok no link. =P

reached home ard 11pm... lucky got mum to iron my scouts U for me.. or i wuld haf been dead... yea. so i stayed up all the way till 1 plus to type put the dumb essay on combined act. Zzzz


25/2
woke up at 6.15 am.. coz had to reach skl b4 7.15... as usual, majority of the rest were late... i knew it lar. alwaes liddat 1... they say 1 time, 15 mins aft tt time den evry1 will b there... it's alwaes the same ting...
so we did the flagpole... spent the whole time frm 7.30 to ard 10(i tink) finishin the flagpole...

had sec1 + ventures investiture... stood in the horseshoe formation under the sun. n i was the 1 n only person frm tiger patrol there. no PL, no sec2s... retarded! den aft tt, we had to take down the flagpole. seniors proved tt we could work fast, n said tt it's all down to "if we wanna do it or not".. blehx!
den aft tt, had knotting... supposed to end at 1pm, but it dragged till 1.30... n the sirs stiu stay there n crap so much. so naggy... i was so frustrated when i was fallin-in, n was sorta "commenting" bout the seniors...

aft activity, sec3s went to 85 for lunch, as usual... aft tt, i went back to skl. wanted to walk the main gate tt route... saw jiajie on the way up. soccer freak! x)

reached home ard 3 plus. bathed n took a nap. slept from 3.45 to 8.15.. O.o slept for 4 & a half hours... LOL ate dinner aft i woke up... another "piggy" saturday XD...
yup, so i slacked all the way until now =)



tt's abt it...
stay happy ppl!
smilez =))
today's founder's day! wow...

today scouts founder's day... had to reach skl at 6.15am. so i woke up at ard 5am.. tt's so early can... i was uber tired for the day lar...

1st period was geog. ms kart din come. relief teacher took over n told us to do our own tings quietly. so, i decided to rest a bit... but i fell asleep n did not wake up.. den emaths lesson le i stiu slpin. mr mok woke me up n asked me if i was v tired... man! it's so embarrassing can... a councillor, a scout in U... slping in class!? oh man.. i suck..

hmm... but dunno y, i was uber awake for the rest of the day le... sounds so miraculous.. XD nono.. muz say the rest was sorta "drugs".. they made me high today... i was practically crazy. goin round sayin KUKU-POK. evryting i oso say KUKU-POK... den i was oso goin round tryin to seduce guys... lyk a hooker liddat... LMAO

den aft skl got chi tutorial... it's super funny lar... last wk nobody 1. den tis wk got super lot of ppl... but it's mainly coz the teachers decided to combine their tutorials n take turns to teach... so lame!

aft tt i slacked ard in skl... seducing guys n goin "KUKU-POK"... yalar... den yada yada yada... TRYK... lol
(tryk is frm mr.poh... tryk = The Rest You Know XD)

tml goin nanyang girls for sum stuff.. blazer attire n leavin skl early... blehx!
man.. tt means tt i'm gonna miss my chem test... O.o good? or bad?
heyheyx... tml is founder's day!!!

hmm... today morn meeting.. realized tt i had to attend sum stuff at nanyang girls on thurs. it's lyk.. the day aft tml!? k wadeva lar...

den today 1st period was PE. was real dumb lar. did the same tings.. running n climbing the rope.. aft tt was e-maths... n i was real tired... slept thru almost the whole lesson until the last part.. when i hrd TOA, CAH, SOH... i stunned tio lar... totally forgot wad r those le... =X oh man!
as for the rest of the schooltime, it was usual lar... nth out of the ordinary...

so it came to aft skl... had eng tutorial... it's juz horrible lar. evrytime go n listen to pat wong. she's so freakin hopeless lar... n the tutorial is doin no good... i juz dun understand y i hafta go n waste 45 mins aft skl evry tues... retarded!

it ended ard 3.40... n i went for pub meeting... hmm... discussed n tokked bout many stuff. 1 ting tt is stiu stuck in my mind is bout the cca stuff... coz it so happen tt i had cca today. it's lyk... cca comes b4 council. cca is more impt... n i was lyk havin the meeting instead of cca!? oh man... den when it ended, i saw the sec3 scouts stiu doin the flagpole. really din want to go 1.. but yalar, cca n council... so i went lor... went there n we finished the 2nd flagpole... den the others start playing wif the frisbee. i really carn stand tt lar. blehx! dun wish to elaborate... juz so pissed!...

tml hafta wake up early... means tonite muz slp early... lyk now...
so.. bye! =)
a saturday wif no cca... how rare... =)

today... woke up at ard 11.30. ate sum food b4 goin to skl. well, i realised i din bring home my geog tb. so i had to go skl n take lor... reached skl n realised most of the shutters were lock. but i knew tt the stairs behind the staff room were open. so i used tt to go upstairs.. when i reached 2nd lvl... i saw the steps at the library there were locked too. so i went downstairs... wanted to leave le... but den i realized tt the stairs i used juz now can stiu go up to 3rd lvl... oh man.. i was so dumb n retarded... so i went to take my books n headed home...

reached home ard 2.30... n i slacked all the way for the rest of the day... wasted the whole day... din do my hw. din study. did nothing...


my looks suck. my attitude sucks. evryting of me juz sucks.
no1 likes me nor care abt existence... o how i wish i could juz disappear from tis world.
COMBINED ACT. TODAY!!!

skl was a whole load of mess... as in lesson times... i had to finish the design for class tee by skl dismissal time (coz cat n cam goin to make today). so it was lyk... i spent all my time b4 recess drawing the designs, nv listen during class =X. den recess studied for chi ting xie... ok.. i din really studied much... tink i'll fail the ting xie. blehx!
aft chi was A-maths... finally sumting i understood n qns which i could do. yays ^.^! din really listen to mr. poh lar. was sorta copying chem stuff =X. den dismiss le, i had to finish the designs...

aft tt rushed to change n fall-in... evryting was so disorganized n messy... the stn masters n mistresses went to prepare.. i walked ard to c if got problems... den realize alot of stn got no matchsticks. soon, the games started... actually is only aft 3.45 den can start usin the messy stuff. but the seniors all used it immediately. so in the end the games got cut short by half an hr... but hu cares. we stiu got to tekan the ppl =)
overall.. it was fun lar... at least for me =P

ahh~ life feels much beta now... class tee is already settled... combined act. is finally OVER...
yipee! ^.^


i'm HAPPY today... =)
OH MAN! combined act. is TIS FRI! lyk OMFG lar... got so many tings to prepare n do...

k.. so today's total defence day. woke up at ard 5am... coz wanted to reach skl early, lyk ard 6.. yup n i reached skl at 6.05am... it was super quiet lar. no1 ard. reminded me of a dead city. ok mayb a dead SKL... did mural board, n missed interaction time... wdv!..

hmm... as part of the commemoration of total defence day, the skl had a fire drill n did sum food rationing stuff... fire drill was... dumb! me n cj were lyk walkin down the stairs, wearin our ties... den tis fotographer juz snapped... oh man. imagine if it got posted sumwhere... the caption will b lyk "stayin calm during an energency?" or... "not givin a damn abt total defence." O.o
had food rations for recess... n i muz say tt the food was quite nice. honest. =)

den aft skl... went for chi tutorial b4 goin for combined rehearsal... was juz so retatrded... blehx!
n aft tt, went to get materials for combined act. aft goin bac to skl, me + 3 guides discussed n finalised the games stuff... muahahaz... i feel so evil...

left skl ard 7.45pm... all of us walked to tanah merah mrt stn.. n when we were juz abt to walk into the mrt stn, 1 of us spotted a SNAKE. juz a small 1 (ard 30 - 40cm long ba).... at 1st yiyee wanted to take pix of it... den later we oso join in =P we were there amusing ourselves for sum time, b4 we realized tt we did not noe wad to do wif it... wanted to call the SPCA but we din noe the no. so we decided to report it to the MRT control station staff... it was super funny lar.. when huixian told the psn tt there was a snake, the 2 staff inside were lyk... "SNAKE!?" den they were sayin tt recently there was another report of a big black cobra being seen... yar... so we showed them the snake n they tried to catch it... they were trying hard to get hold of the snake, but they couldn't.. n in the end the snake escaped into the drains... =_=
be warned! there r snakes ard tanah merah mrt stn!!!

ARGH! so late le. me gotta go n do class tee design... by tml man... so shittaye! BLEHx!


SNAKES... wow?
i SUCK today... was super AP... juz carn control myself well...

dunno y... but i'm getting sick of lessons. today during physics... was real angry n frustrated. nearly went bonkers...

aft skl... had eng tutorial. i tink it's useless lar. pat wong's lyk... doing crap tings so tt we were occupied during tt tutorial time... so shitty... blehx!

had meeting aft tt... n i tink miss sia is such an arse... she juz irritates me...

went for pub aft tt. was quite happy wif the job done by jiajie n cheryl. THNX! den as tings went on... got real stressed n frustrated. n in the end... it's incomplete, means... off schedule! n TML is TD day!!! man... kill me... me gotta go skl early tml... to finish off mural board... hiax... hope can complete.

n... tml MUST collect the money for combined act.... carn stand those ppl hu dun pay... FREAKs! y carn they juz understand my situation? ... OUR need for tt money? ERGH! im juz so pissed off...


frustrated n PISSed...
so juz LEAVE ME ALONE!



i'm juz glad tt ppl stiu rmb me... THANX!
juz so MANY tings to do... ARGH!!! but i'm not doin some =P

finished my maths hw... both A n E... n once agn, i hafta announce tt A-maths SUX! dun understand the part on natural logarithms... complete headache!
n i juz finished the main pic for my "definition" of social defence... ^.^

got class tee to design... but i m in no mood to draw. blehx! anw, saw many freakin cool designs on the net. but all got the cross-thingy... scared later the school ban tt design =X well, hu cares! i'll juz admire em for now. =)

so tml got 2 tests... chem n bio... dunno the topics to study, so i'm not studying. hmm... seems lyk it's gonna b 2 more gone cases... =
man! i m juz too SLACK... not doin class tee... not STUDYING =X i'm such an asshole...


valentine's day... a lonely 1 it's gonna b...
pub proposal... haf been tokin bout it n "pia'ing" since a long time ago... ok. all crap. evrytime say pia, in the end alwaes nv do den slp le... man do i SUCK... blehx! juz settled on the idea juz now... yup. so it's left mon n tues to really pia n FINISH the board... gosh!

hmm... lemme do sum tinkin back n tok bout fri night.

10/2
aft cca went canteen slack. waited to go for our weekly dinner together =) went to 85 n had dinner. in the end, yiyee n huiling cannot finish their food. but carn blame em... coz it was a fried rice mountain x) n our uber long conv. started frm there...
this was how it went: fried rice - meat - food pillow - sleeping - new molecule home - canteen - slpwalking - dreaming - messages thru dreams - scary experiences
there was lotsa details in there lar... den they tok all the way to scary experiences. den all of us started getting freaked out. dunno where pop out 1 maid word. van n huiling was lyk goin "maid v scary. no no..." van dunno y go tap huiling, den all the screaming started. huiling scream 1st. den followed by van. binli got affected n she oso scream. it was so malu lar. so many ppl ard stared at us, muz b tinkin tt we all siao 1 =_= aft tt came home... wanted to do pub proposal, but fell aslp in front of comp Zzzz.. so i din do it AGN.

yest... morning had cca. map-sketching. SLACK activity... nth to elaborate on... came home n took a nap.. frm 2.45 to 6.30... O.o den had dinner immediately aft wakin up... i feel so lyk a pig XD finalised TD board deco wif edi juz now. i tink he's so unlucky to haf me as a partner =X but tt's not impt. the impt ting is tt TD day is on WED! i m juz so STRESSed... ERGH!! there's juz so many tings to do...
today later gotta study for physics. hope i can pass. rly gotta FINISH pub proposal(tis time it's for real). den if can, i'll design klass tee...
den mon. aft skl got cca, founder's day rehearsal. oso got PUB. mon oso need to study for the 2 tests on tues... BLEHx!
now on to tues... really die man. aft skl got chi tutorial, PUB and oso meeting for combined act... i'm so dead x.x


hmm... i muz encourage myself, gif myself confidence...
I CAN DO IT! YES, I CAN! junle jiayoux! XD
lyk WTH... i slept at 3am tis morn! slept for 3 hrs only... man, i'm tired... Zzzz
hmm... seems lyk i'm gonna stay up late today... AGN!

yest nite... did cca proposal for combined activity... well i was mainly doing the re-organizing of points n doin the whole formal proposal... yup. n i did it until 2.45am in the morn today... lucky got help frm evelyn, or else wuld haf stayed up even longer... THNX EVELYN! =)

so today in skl... was lyk... Zzzz Zzzz Zzz. i was dozing off during all of the lessons... when it was 2hrs b4 dismissal, i got real frustrated tryin to force myself awake... i was practically cursin the teachers in my mind... =X

den aft skl. slacked for sum time b4 doin my hw... din complete all my hw. alot dunno how to do... so heck for the time-being... came home to complete the cca proposal... n yep, cheers man! i juz completed the proposal... wootx! ^.^
ok... lyk wadeva! i stiu got pub proposal to do... dammit! i summore blur blur tot edi's proposal enuf le... =_=

shoot! juz rmb gotta do the eng debate ting... oh man! oh man! oh man!
ERGH! it's juz gonna b disorganized then... a whole load of crap... blehx!


gtg n pia pub proposal... work work work! jiacai junle! x)



those aren't jokes. the words r for real. if only ppl understood...
BROKE today... no $$$!!! blehx!

today aft skl was bad. horrid. terrible. sickening... ok, it juz sux... had EL remedial aft skl. did sum vocab stuff... pat wong was lyk. rushin thru evryting... den release us.. O.o
so i went council rm aft tt. wanted to find edison, but realize he in maths tutorial.. =_=
den went to canteen to do hw... yup, n A-maths SUX! k wadeva...!

boring time aft skl... no more $$ oso... haiz...

hmm.. dunno wad to add... actualli is got MANY tings to say... but all seems lyk crap, so i dun type out lor...


wad if i told u something shocking?... sumting so unbelievable tt u might tink it's juz a joke... wad will u do? wad will u say? how will u look at me frm then? will u despise me? avoid me? isolate me?... will our frenship b destroyed?
all i can say is... i'm different, n it's a huge difference...
from 5 to 9... i've tried them all... XD

i can wear jiajie's size 5 shoes!... CONCLUDE tt i haf small feet.. for a guy x)

got no time to elaborate on the 3 freakin tests today... only a summary.
SS = gone case x.x
EL PR = another goner x.x
emath probability = got hope =)

gtg n pia finish pub proposal for total defence... sianz!

Jia Jie is MY size 5 shoes n
i m HIS size 7 shoes... =P
yest NO CCA... slacked for the whole of yest... din do hw, din STUDY.. me = a BIG FAT SLACKER! XD

v lazy today... until now oso haven touch hw... haven study for the 3 tests tml =X. wanted to slack for the whole of aftnn, but den v SIANz until i start rottin'... so go find designs for class tee.. i haf absolutely no ideas in my brains lar... surfed the net n looked thru magazines for designs. finnaly got "inspired"... mii wanna make a GOTHIC design class tee!... x) hmm... i tink beta ask the class 1st ba... but gothic is FREAKIN COOL to me... =P

i've been a bad boi for the weekend.. all slackin' n no workin =X


i finally understood... it's not game i'm after. im not interested in the game. but instead, i juz wanna let u haf fun, n to receive a hug in return. i dun care if it's juz temporary, but it's tt feeling i'm after. to feel appreciated n loved. to know tt my existence is not worthless.
i know i m deceiving myself, gettin myself closer to the edge. but at least i m happy to live in deception, in my own world of lies...
BLEHx! had cca today... dumb ting. was so tired today, due to the prep i had to make last nite..

ok, cut the crap... today was sec1 welcum party... meaning today the sec1s come... yup... n hrd frm cca mates tt the sec1s frm F class were AP.. dunno if true anot... =
had normal cca activity. eh... nono.. is slack normal-activity =)... four-legged test... we were freakin slack n jokin ard... den in the end... oso can get to pass... with super LOOSE lashings n no sense of urgency... WTH lar.. so lenient... hu cares man.. so RETARDed...

yar... den aft tt SLACK even more... until tt SPL come... gave us sum psycho talk in pumpin position... den even more "LECTURE" TALK abt our standards... yada yada yada...

cca ended... den go find molecule fam~ ^.^ went to 85 for dinner... tokked as we ate.. yar. den my dad fetched me home... Zzzz

haf been discussin n doin proposal stuff for combined activity... hmm.. feels lyk i not doin anything =X aiya, hu cares!... blehx!


evrything juz seems so dull n boring... carn b bothered either...
so they had the confirmation of the new classrooms today... totally SHIT! it's juz bad. y muz change... it's juz stupid lar... ok.. i haf my personal reasons... x)

carn really rmb today got wad le... only can rmb bout recess n chem lab =X

recess was after A-math... den mr. poh announced test results... shan't go into details... yup.. so me, van, lucciene n wenbin were q'ing to buy food... den they were lyk... go jump go commit suicide... =_= plz lar... juz results only ma... k wadeva!

den chem lab... stupid experiment... ms. tay showed us how to go abt doin the experiment... yea.. so bla bla bla... only rmb tt my hands smelt bad aft the experiment...

finally... skl was over... happiness! there was meetin' for combined act.... but i din go. not interested.. went to clean council rm... den slacked ard... went to c the cca name list... 2 of my OGMs got into scouts... yays! ^.^
juz admit it... it's bcoz of me... I ROCK! =P

so many tings to do... but i lazy to do... gotta design class tee... study probability... n stiu hafta prepare for tml's cca... but until now stiu no msg passed down for tml... so freakin dumb! they suck lar!


life seems horrible... not interested in many tings... severe moodswings... i hate it!... but thnx to my "family".. at least i felt happy when i was wif em... thnx molecule peeps!

i'm stiu waiting for tt cca msg to b passed down... grr...


tired of forcing a smile out of sadness... i wanna b truly happy for once...
bad day today... not in the mood to study... BLEHx! juz wish the hols wuld last FOREVER! x)

chi lessons were SPASTIC... wu3 song1 da3 hu3. OPG was lyk... if u get chased by a tiger, wad shud u do? den she herself in front brainstormin'... wad run ard a tree can slow down the speed of tiger... den cannot climb up tree, coz tiger can climb up tree =_= LAME SHIT! in the end tell us muz follow wu3 song1... SPASTIC lar XD

aft skl... had meeting wif guides for founder's day combined act... it's juz so dumb. no eggs. no flour. WTH man! eggs r lyk the main tekan materials... they r ESSENTIAL! it's juz unfair lar... den we went on to discuss the games n location... finalizin stuff so dat can hand in proposal nx mon... SIANx

yup. so i came home... den do my homework... all 3 FREAKIN sciences. so gonna fail them all. man i'm startin to regret choosing trip sci... shit!
here's my personal "analysis":-

BIO - teacher SUX is not tt gd... she says sumting... her notes states another... lyk WOW. so freakin irritating lar. dunno who or wad to follow. den the osmosis diffusion n cell stuff.. gosh! kill me man... bio = FAIL!
PHY - ok.. nice n gd teacher.. but i dun understand anyting at all... carn pay attention either... velocity. acceleration. GRAPHs.. all drivin me nuts! phy = FAIL badly!
CHEM - a science tt i can stiu manage... phew! juz need to work harder... chem = juz pass

k... looks lyk i carn score for my sciences... FREAK! carn even do my hw... how to take exams... haiz.


sec3 life SUX!